PEREMPUANKU =)

Assalamualaikum and hello peeps! so longggg Iam not blogging at story bout my life rite? hehe! sorry for that. bukan busy or so whatever, cuma malas nak menaip je. plus nothing interesting bout my days before. so now Iam gonna story to you alls that yesterday, me, suhana, sanam and risya was going out. suhana who pick us up and drive her "mini cooper". hehe! our first destination is kedai makan MAK UDA. went there coz 4 of us need something to eat. fill our stomach with rice and lauk pauk kampung there. damn kenyang. ada ulam, ayam, udang, siput sedut. wahhh! nikkmaattt! yeah. kalau keluar ada suhana and risya haruslah mengenyangkan perut terlebih dahulu. hahaha! memang dah terkenal dah. kalau shila, anna, and risya keluar, apa lagi yang dibuat. food haunting lah! hahahaha! then lepas masing2 kenyang, baju suhana kotor kena kuah lemak siput sedut. so went to suhana's house, and waiting her change her clothes. after that went to taman tepi sungat yang ada look out point tu for camwhore! then dah puas bergambar masing2 dah berpeluh panas apa semua, anna decide nak pergi georgetown white coffee! we went there for have a glass of water. but suhana advanced because she ordered penang char kuey tieow. hahahah! makan lagiii. :) after that, balik. we spend over than 3hours together. but a lots of fun :) hope we can chilling out again yahh! oh btw, congratss risya. bulan depan dia dah masuk UNIKL amik nursing. sibuk nak jadi nurse budak ni. haha! ;) gambar2 nya silalah layari facebook saya. kay bye!

Who says :)

Wouldn't wanna be anybody else, hey.

You made me insecure,

Told me I wasn't good enough.

But who are you to judge

When you're a diamond in the rough.

I'm sure you got some things

You'd like to change about yourself.

But when it comes to me,

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I'm no beauty queen.

I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right

To a beautiful life.

Come on!

Who says?

Who says you're not perfect?

Who says you're not worth it?

Who says you're the only one that's hurting?

Trust me,

That's the price of beauty.

Who says you're not pretty?

Who says you're not beautiful?

Who says?

It's such a funny thing

How nothing's funny when it's you.

You tell me whatcha mean,

But they keep whiting out the truth.

It's like a work of art

That never gets to see the light.

Keep you beneath the stars,

Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

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I'm no beauty queen.

I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right

To a beautiful life.

Come on!

Who says?

Who says you're not perfect?

Who says you're not worth it?

Who says you're the only one that's hurting?

Trust me,

That's the price of beauty.

Who says you're not pretty?

Who says you're not beautiful?

Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?

Who says you're not presidential?

Who says you can't be in movies?

Listen to me, listen to me.

Who says you don't past the test?

Who says you can't be the best?

Who said?

Who said?

Would you tell me who said that?

Yeah~

Who said?

Who says?

Who says you're not perfect?

Who says you're not worth it?

Who says you're the only one that's hurting?

Trust me,

That's the price of beauty.

Who says you're not pretty?

Who says you're not beautiful?

Who says?

Who says?

Who says you're not perfect?

Who says you're not worth it?

Who says you're the only one that's hurting?

Trust me,

That's the price of beauty.

Who says you're not pretty?

Who says your not beautiful?

Who says?

iloveyou

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
And theres a couple words I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
And theres a couple word I want to say
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

Is It this A The End of our LOVE STORY?

Assalamualaikum :) I never expected that today will be my rainy tears day ever guys. okay jiwang so what? sayang, you know how much I love you an I know you love me too. but is it what I've know that you love me is the same as your's? IDK. I've no idea at al. today both of us were fighting and we were fighting just because of her. yeah her your ex. your ex that you love her so damn much dulu. taktahu lah dulu tu still the same with now. IDK sayang. just because of her, you angry with me till both of us were fighting. your words was killed me inside. It's damn hurt sayang. seriously I'ts damn hurt. you can said that I never hear and do what you'ved said and want. but the truth is you are totally wrong. I try to changed. for you sayang. yeah for you. but you still can't see it. what you can see are my bad side. the good side you didn't see. yeah. adat lah right when the bad people wanna changed to good people? I accept it dear. I can understand it. and after what happened today I realised that I can't keep you as mine whereas you are not happy with me. you suffered with me. I just make you hurt day by day. so I decide to text you and asked you for make a decision. whatever you decide I'll accept it as long as you happy with your decision. I know. this is not easy for me coz I love you more than myself. but what can I do. this is for our own good. but till now you still didn't gave me your decision. it's okay sayang. I'll give you some space there. :) take my note. WHATEVER YOU'VE DECIDED I KNOW THAT ARE FOR OUR OWN GOOD. iloveyou till the end of myself. to found someone special like you IMPOSSIBLE babyy. I'll never found someone like you and nobody can't replaced you right here in my heart till end :)

P/S: you know what i want and you know me well sayang. take this word, my heart are your's. take it and keep it or break it and throw it :')

saya tak suka HOSPITAL :(

HADIAH DARI DOKTOR :B

NI BUBUR SEGERA >.<

Assalamualaikum. hari ni bangun lewat sebab tak sedap badan. batuk teruk, selsema and almost demam. nasib abik tak demam. then lepas mandi mak suruh siap2 nak pergi hospital amik oxygen. macam biasa lah kalau lelah ni dah sampai, memang cenggini >.< lepas habis oxygen kena tunggu giliran doctor panggil. lambat betul. nama pun hospital kerajaan kan. sabor je lah :B lepastu doktor tanya tu dan ini. tak pernah2 lama dalam bilik check up tu. kali ni doktor nak tahan aku lama2 dalam bilik tu. nasib baik tak kena masuk wad kan. doktor cakap lelah aku heavy >.< takpe doktor saya rela makan ubat banyak janji stay rumah. sekali dia bagi ubat nahh! banyak :( kena habiskan in 3 days sebab bekalan dia bg tu untuk 3 hari. kalau tak elok jugak kena pergi hospital balik. okay jangan degil eyla. nanti masuk wad padan muka. taknakkk! makanan kena jaga. berminyak,pedas semua tak boleh. so yang boleh makan bubur je lah. esok nak bubur mak masak pulak. bubur mcd tak sedap >.< tadi terpaksa beli sbb mak taknak masak. :B tu je lah untuk hari ni, yang penting SAYA TAK SUKA HOSPITAL enough said!

P/S: time2 cenggini teringin nak makan nasi claypot dengan yong tau foo >.<

Happy Meal Chicky Meal :D

Assalamualaikum. hari ni bangun awal even semalam stay up late gilaaaa! HAHAH! terpaksa bangun awal sikit sebab mak bising plus dia masak siput sedut :D nyummaayhhh! okay then muka tak mandi, just gosok gigi dgn basuh muka je pergi dapur amik nasi dan siput sedut satu mangkuk makan! *buruk perangai HAHAHA! then lepas makan online kejap. eh btw, saya terkejut sebab tangan gatal buka website KPTM then click tang semakan permohonan dia tulis TAHNIAH! ANDA DITAWARKAN DIPLOMA BUSINESS MANAGEMENT macam tu lah bunyi nya and I was like OMG! eksaitedd! ingat kan bila cakap dengan mak ayah dorg akan cakap "pergi lah. okay sangat tu" hakikatnya TIDAKKKK sama sekali. dorang macam tak bagi sebab swasta. eh kptm swasta eh? taktahu lah. tapi I dapat kampus kat KL. nak pergi lah! kenapa mak ayah tak bagi ni? >.< takpe. ttup cerita sebab macam tak guna nak membebel lebih2 pun. okay tadi petang saya dapat call dari ANNA K. *nama yang keluar dekat skrin hp saya :D dia ajak pergi mcdonald's bawak adik2 katanya. dan saya kata okay! jum! mula2 takjadi lepastu jadi pulak. okay dia mmg begitu. then dah siap2 dia datang amik depan rumah. tengok siapa yang ada dalam kereta! guess who! jeng jeng jeng! ada 3 KIDDOS! fuyooohh! gua jadi mak budak hari ni! HAHAH! these 3 kids name are AZLAN, ADAM and AMANDA. 3 A's! hahaha! cool rite? dorang tak nakal. senang jaga. bawak sepuluh orang anak kecil macam mereka pun tak kisah. sbb tak nakal langsung. dengar kata pulak tu. bagus nya :D then bagi dorg minum makan fries main dekat playland yang ada tu around 2hrs jugak lah. lepastu balik. eh masa nak balik, adam si comel tu mengeluarkan kata2 yang comel. "tak baik lah cakap macam tu, dosa" okay i was like! Ya Allah budak kecik ni. HAHAHA! had a great time with them today. :)

P/S: ter tegur musuh ketat tadi >.<

You are the best that I ever had guys!

Nurida Emrizal, Yolan Natassya, Hanafi Azwir and Norshila or lebih selesa dipanggil dengan panggilan Oly, Tasya, Ahaa and eyla. 4 of us. who used to be a BFF. Friendship that we build together from 2008 if Iam not mistaken till now. long distanced friendship. even berjauhan, tapi keep in touch tak rasa jauh langsung okay. masalah teluk intan sampai ke kuala laumpur dan begitu juga sebaliknya. kawan menangis, kawan ketawa, kawan bergosip, kawan melepak, kawan kawan kawan lah :D nak cerita macam mana kenal memang tak dapat lah jack sebab takut tak habis sampai lusa je ni. heheh! Oly, she's a sister. she's the one who know me well. she's the one whoo can be my guardian angel as well dari dulu sampai hari ni. thank you sis. I owe you much! Tasya, nak cakap kakak, dia manja tahap gaban dah macam adik. tapi umur lebih tua. HAHA! manja dia, mengada dia, ganas dia, tapi dia selalu jadi partner gaduh aku. HAHA! biar orang nak cakap nak describe dia ni ape. tapi dia lah kawan paling SEMPOI aku pernah ada. dia tak kisah what people wanna say bout her. she's inspired me much in that. :') tapi sekarang dia dah ada family. SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU sya! sorry takdapat datang masa tu. but I always pray and wish you all the best. hope you will happy beside your husband and family. amin. and now is Ahaa turn. okay dia ni mak ayam! HAHAH! okay tak tipu je. he's a friend, brother and siblings for me. when I need a good listener, he's there for me. tak kira cerita apa, tak kira kisah apa aku nak bukak. memang dia suka dengar :) he understand me, he know I will accept all his bad side or the good side of him :D you know you will always be the first and top of mine kan gie? hehehe! I really3 miss 4 of us. the old of us. can you guys feel hhow fast the time running out? okay I can't. I mean, I can't accept it. I want 4 of us like old damn bad. I miss the way 4 of us hanging around chit chat this and that, sleep over together and stay up late together :) Ya Allah, sumpah aku rundukan itu semua. :'( I do miss it damn much. but whatever it is, you guys still the best best damn best friends that I ever had. I love you guys so damn much! <3 *hugss :'(

"True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation"

P/S: copy paste note dekat facaebook je. sebab sama jugak kalau nak buat balik :')