Hold Me Tight..

I DO LOVE YOU..i can tell everybody around me that i hate you,that i've forget everything bout us..but deep inside i do n i still love you damn much!i'ved tried to forget all about us but i can't forced my heart right?iam not a superhuman..why my life will supposed to be like this?why u came in my life n take my heart along with you while me still standing right here without heart in my life?i know that iam not a supergirlfriends like yours before..but please trust 1 thing,"IAM NOT A PERFECT PERSON N I DO LOVE YOU SO MUCH"..sometimes u can say that "i love you n i will never let your tears came out because of me"..but what u did?u make me cryang whole night..i spend my whole nite with tears n that tears are because of you!u didn't keep your words!u betray on me!u lied on me!u make me hurt damn much!u make me cry whole night!u make me hate you with all my heart!u make me thinking of you all day n night!how could you do this to me!u hold me tight when i was crying,when my tears drop because of my parents,u kiss my cheek n say that u will be with me forever..but now?it's gone right?u left me just like that..u hurt me damn much!i miss my old guardian angel..the person who i called GEMOK,the person who kiss my hand when both of us wat to go back to our places,the person who kiss my lips when iam babbling,n the person who hold me tight when i was crying..NOW HE'S GONE..

p/s:can i get my old GEMUK back? ;(